Evie Shockley Poet/Scholar

Baba: A Return to China Upon My Father's Shoulders

August 19, 2008, 5:12 pm

The cover of Baba: A Return to China Upon My Father's Shoulders

I hope I can be forgiven for this post by anyone who objects to Red Room "love fests" -- I promise not to make a habit of it -- but I really want to write a short entry about a book I read this week, one written by a Red Room author whom I have begun to consider an online friend. The book is called Baba: A Return to China Upon My Father's Shoulders, and its author is Belle Yang.

Obviously, I don't mean to offer anything like a book review, which implies an effort to maintain a critical distance from the text. Nor do I mean to describe the book in a comprehensive way -- the best introduction you could have to it comes in one of Belle's own blog posts.

What I do want to post here, briefly, are some of my reactions to the book as its fortunate reader, because I know myself the wonder and (usually!) pleasure of hearing responses to my writing, and I like to pass that experience on to others when possible. Readers' responses always teach me something about my work -- or even something about the subject of my work, or about writing in general -- that I didn't know. So. Some responses of my own:

  • I gained a new appreciation for Belle's wicked sense of humor. One favorite moment of this, among many, is this passage in the description of the deathbed scene of a very old (and well-to-do) family patriarch: "When the long-expected words 'Yanquile! He no longer breathes!' were echoed by those at the bedside, then the real and pretend tears began in earnest." : ) To fully appreciate the humor here, you have to have been carried along, as I was, on the detailed descriptions of the many wonderful rituals and customs that the dying man's vast numbers of family members have gathered to carry out, all to ensure that he is properly honored. The narrator's voice is sincere, not ironic, in general, so when irony is called forth, it is surprising and funny.
  • I am amazed by how richly rewarding it was to read the history that contextualizes her Baba's life. The impact of colonialism (at times Russian, Japanese, British, and otherwise) upon his childhood and young adulthood is relentless -- and yet the narrative makes clear how much of life, even in conditions of political and economic oppression, can be beautiful and rich and joyous nonetheless, because of the relationships and traditions that manage to survive against the odds. I say this as a devoted reader of literature (meaning, narrowly, creative writing) who too often approaches history as information I know I need to know, rather than as a narrative I'll enjoy reading. Belle's writing offers a singular (yet widely resonant) view of Chinese history as one important thread in a work of "creative nonfiction" -- the best of both worlds.
  • Related to the first response is my appreciation of how well she melded her father's cultural standpoint with her own. She puts the difference best herself: "we had no natural understanding, Baba and I: his spiritual address was in the East, mine so much in the West." Her ability to bring these two "addresses" into coherent conversation with one another -- each respectfully interrogating the other -- makes the narrative speak with such clarity to a reader, like myself, who knows embarrassingly little about Chinese history and culture that goes below the superficial level. My appreciation also stems from my perspective as a writer who also comes from a culture about which surprisingly little is known (and perhaps even less understood) by many of the people who might decide to read my work.
  • Lest this be lost in the more philosophical and writerly points I've made, I want to say how strong my emotional response to the book was. Before I knew it, I was utterly bound up in a desire to know more, more, more, about Baba's life and family. I cheered for Baba's victories, large and small. Likewise, I was devastated to read about some of the losses the Yangs sustained over the course of Baba's youth, even though much of it was foreshadowed by what I've learned about Belle's family history just from reading her blog, as well as by the fact that certain parts of the narrative don't appear in linear, chronological order. She writes so beautifully and so caringly that I could not help but invest myself in the figures who cross her pages -- even those who show up only for a single chapter, like the unlucky, but stallwart Uncle Zhao and the poor, naive Uncle Yu.
  • A final response, of the many I could still add: the whole book is transformed by the inclusion of Belle's gorgeous paintings and drawings. From the world depicted on the cover, to the prints that open each chapter with a symbolically significant representation of the story (all in glorious color), to the black & white ink drawings that illustrate smaller moments in each piece, the book just wouldn't be the same without the work that flowed from the "other side" of Belle's magical pen. (Mine comes only with one side -- the side that writes letters!) I am more eager than ever for her to finish the graphic novel she is working on!

I wish I had time to write at length about every book or work that moves me deeply. I do plan to write about things I'm reading as often as possible, so if you're looking for things to add to your to-read list, check back from time to time. But I couldn't let this opportunity to write about Belle's work pass. She is so generous with so many of us here in the RR, it is truly a pleasure to be able to give her something -- unbidden and unexpected and motivated simply by gratitude -- in return.

 

Belle Yang says:

Evie--

I am deeply touched.  I definitely did not expect so generous a response, but I did hope you would take to the book.  Poets tend to like my books and the form, and those who expect a novel do not like this book at all.

Watching the Olympics has given me a new perspective on the writing life.  Life isn't fair.  Period.  In sports when the judges are lacking in real experience of a particular sport, the gymnasts are scored unfairly.  But, oh, the grace, composure, generosity, the poise of those who lose are truly the winners.

It's what they told us as kids and now seeing it more clearly in life:  it's  not in the winning but how you win, how you lose.

And this applies to THE WRITING LIFE, too, wouldn't you say, Evie?

Evie Shockley says:

win, lose, or draw : )

Forgive the implied pun in my header! I'll be serious now. I did like the book very much, Belle. Perhaps poets -- whose works do not only create pictures but also tell stories and related history and any number of other things, all at once -- are the ideal readers of a text as structurally and generically various as yours is. We (some of us, at least) see genre blurring as a strength!

The writing life is not always fair -- too true. But what keeps me sane is not talking about it in terms of winning or losing (though the temptation to do so, what with all the news of the Olympics and the wars all over the globe, is incredibly strong). Instead, I remind myself every day that the writing life is a journey, a practice, a path, and -- to agree with your basic point -- what matters is not where you end up, but how you go with it, into it, on it, day by day. Sonia Sanchez signed one of her books to me with the phrase "Walk beautifully!" And every day I do my best to understand some of the many ways of fulfilling that charge and to carry a few of them out, in my writing and in everything else.

You walk beautifully, Belle, as your name foretells!

Belle Yang says:

You explain it well

I don't feel lonely when you say what you've stated above.  Sometimes it seems as if I am the only person on Earth who doesn't want to win the prizes the world tells me I should chase.  And perhaps this is the reason why I seek out poets.  Because they know it's the journey.  I am passionate about my journey. I've tried to block out those who would place me in a win-lose situation.  This is a constant struggle.

Matthew Biberman just introduced me to this poem, "One Art" by Elizabeth Bishop:

The art of losing isn't hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster.

Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.

I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.

---Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.

 

 

Evie Shockley says:

you are not alone

Don't even think it! And thanks so much for posting the Bishop poem, one I've admired greatly for years.

Huntington Sharp says:

Lovely

What a lovely tribute, Evie. I haven't read Baba yet, but I'll make a point of it now. What I like about non-review tributes like this is the emotional response they describe. Sure, I like to know what a reviewer in The New Yorker thinks about a book; however, I rarely just use my left brain to read anything, and definitely prefer to know what someone feels about a book by someone like Belle.

You inspired me to dredge up a similar gush and put it on my blog.

Huntington Sharp, Red Room

Evie Shockley says:

your gush

How wonderful to get a heartfelt recommendation of Willow Wilson's graphic novel -- what a fitting karmic flow to come back around to me! I'm going to look it up, for sure. Speaking of Wilson, I have to say I wasn't surprised to find her post on free speech listed as "Best Blog" this week. I had already read what she had to say about the intersection of offensiveness and censorship, and was very impressed with her thoughtful discussion.

Cheryl L Snell says:

Your words

made me want to read Belle's, Evie. And that must surely be one desired result from any review, critical or descriptive.

What's wrong with another summer of love, anyway? (says the former flower child) We're way overdue!

Cheryl Snell www.shivasarms.blogspot.com

Evie Shockley says:

you're absolutely right!

Cheryl, I love to think that you'll get around to reading Belle's work because I didn't keep my experience of it to myself. : ) More love -- and not to end with the end of summer!

Jessica Barksdale Inclan says:

This lovely book has been in

This lovely book has been in a place of honor in my living room bookshelf for some months.  I have to admit to having flipped through the entire book, admiring the artwork, reading at the words, then putting it back.  I pick it up again (it's right next to the bird field guide) and do the same thing.  I stare out the window, hold the book, put it back.

What am I waiting for?  Thank you Evie for reminding me of the treasure in my house, and I'm going to do less bird watching and more reading.  I know that all you say is apt and wonderfully put. 

J

Jessica Barksdale Inclan www.jessicabarksdaleinclan.com

Evie Shockley says:

in my experience

In my experience, books often come into our lives, come to be read, precisely when we need them. Sometimes, with the best books, they come twice or even more times, and each reading gives us something we can use at that moment. Maybe there's some part of you that is ready, cosmically speaking, for Baba now . . . and my post was just the universe's catalyst! : )

Matthew Biberman says:

Conversations like this make me remember that why I write

Maybe its me, but its so rare in my off-line life that I find people who can gush when it is deserved. What are we waiting for?