Judith Tannenbaum “Open-hearted and even-handed,” Hettie Jones

fun afternoon in prison

June 19, 2008, 12:00 pm

Spent yesterday afternoon writing poems with a group of men at New Folsom – aka California State Prison: Sacramento. The Arts in Corrections room at this prison is small and stifling, but filled with paintings, books, musical instruments, and men doing serious work to make the next steps on their journey more in line with their hearts and souls than previous steps may have been.

When we walked out of the prison after class, Jim Carlson (who puts the arts program together at New Folsom) wondered again, perhaps for the hundredth time in the 23 years we’ve worked together, why people in prison are the absolute best students. Most everyone who teaches in prison notes that while students in high school, and often in college, might or might not pay attention and be involved, students in prison are always engaged, willing to try the exercise, and bring their whole selves to discussions and making art. I’ve done a lot of prison-arts teaching, and I’ve heard over and over from others doing similar work that prison students are the best group of students ever. Jim was asking, again: Why? Is it that there’s so little else positive to do? Is it because doing time is in fact doing time, and time slows down in a way that allows one to focus? Is it because the prisoners who choose to come to art classes have already self-selected? We contemplated this reason and that, but underlying all the reasons is this: the men in the arts room are human beings who have struggled with the wrong done in their lives (wrong done to them as children, wrong done by them as adults) and now want to explore what “right” might be in their lives.

Yesterday afternoon, after two hours of writing, I brought out cardboard, construction paper, glue sticks, and images from magazines. I showed the men Kenneth Patchen’s picture poems and we spent an hour making some of our own. At one point I looked up to see 15 men absorbed in cutting-and-pasting. These big guys, men half-the-world seems afraid of, looked like the 5 year olds they once were. Play was the mood in the room, fun -- and the intense concentration inherent in fun. I asked if any of them remembered playing like this when they were little, and except for one who went to a church group once-a-week, they all said no.

Which reminded me of another time I was at New Folsom and Rick said, “If anyone had ever asked me to put my feelings on paper when I was a kid, who knows how my life might have turned out?”

Having spent my work life sharing poetry with kids and with prisoners – and working now primarily with youth in San Francisco – the path (an intentional one as far as I’m concerned) between some of our kids and prison is obvious. (The path between other of our kids and power is equally obvious.) I don’t think we can even talk about prison without talking about our children.

Cheryl L Snell says:

What an inspiring post, Judith!

 Art is such a lifeline to so many. I once had the privilege of sitting in on a series of art and music therapy classes in a hospital. As I watched the patients bloom, I was reminded of what it is to be human even in the worst of circumstances.

Cheryl Snell www.shivasarms.blogspot.com

Judith Tannenbaum says:

what it is to be human...

That reminder is absolutely my sense of the greatest gift of doing the work I've been so lucky to do. If you're interested in more info. about prison arts, I've assembled lots on my website  www.judithtannenbaum.com

Thanks for writing,and thanks for your poems (which I explored yesterday on your Redroom home page and on your linked sites).

Belle Yang says:

Judith--

I understand why those in prison are the best students. When I could not leave the house during the time I was stalked, I learned vastly and I wrote. All outside distractions were gone, and for the first time, I could truly focus. This makes a lot of sense. I guess I am a solipsist of the worst kind: unless you talk to me in the way I've experienced a certain aspect of life, I won't really understand you. I've always imagined I'd do just fine in prison. No, I don't want to go there, but I would find ways to expand that space and grow.

Judith Tannenbaum says:

yes, and...

I think the lack of certain distractions certainly makes it easier for some in prison to focus. However, California prisons aren't European prisons (where, as I undertand it, people are single-celled and silence enforced). Instead there's noise, danger, TV, dominoes, yard drama. It's the kind of distraction (constant sensory-implosion -- noise, smells, false light, etc.), plus the complete lack of privacy that make me pretty sure that my mind couldn't survive prison.

From what my students tell me, and from what I observe, someone inside (at least inside the prisons I know in this country) has to make a decision that he or she wants his life to go differently than how it's gone so far, and has to search out everything inside that encourages this goal (there isn't much). I remember Marty, at New Folsom, talking about writing his amazing Oratorio by hanging out under the bleachers on the yard which was the only place he could get even a drop of solitutde.

I remember when Czeslaw Milosz came as a guest artist to my class at San Quentin. Before class began, we went to a cell block, and Milosz was shocked at the noise and sensory bombardment. "What does a man do here if he wants to study?" He asked.