Inside the ice cave
Sunday, as I was on my way to a cafe to write I noticed my attention to what I was doing went in and out of focus. That can be dangerous when you're accident prone, as I often am - Dear Red Room landlords - just send the dry cleaning bill to me. Ooops. - but it's also something that is a "writer" thing for me. The experience of moving from the real world to the internal one of the novel. When I'm deep into a novel, I spend more and more time internally, finding I have a lot of imaginal nourishment stored up in there. I can be like a bear hibernating and I like being in there. But I occasionally have to venture out out into the real world - shifting my focus outward, for a specific purpose.
I don't mean answering when spoken to, or watching television, or making sure I don't fall off the kerb. The external focus is to do research, look something up, read something pertinent, or scan for "creative food". The adage to "stop and smell the roses" which can mean stopping to appreciate life, to slow down etc., for me can mean a hyper focus on something in the real world that will help me detail something, or delve more deeply into the created world. It might be watching people at a bus stop, their body language towards each other, or the expression on someone's face or the choices they've obviously made getting dressed that morning. I feel myself . . . looking for something, not even knowing what it is until it comes across the radar and feels like a match. Then I go back inside. And close the door of the ice cave for a while longer.
And what do you do?
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Abdelwahab Hammoudi says:
creative process
Internal/external world.Can you really draw the boundaries? The universe in which we live is in perpetual re-creation and us,with our little world inside us,are just a small part of it.Writers just spend the time jumping from the house to the yard and vice-versa.
We create when we let ourselves become a tool for creation as long as the process of creation goes far beyond our imagination scope and the real Creator is not us.
Hammoudi
PS I posted a 2nd comment in your previous blog.
Lisa Frankfort says:
creative process
I think you're right about this, Hammoudi. To say internal vs external does set up a rather artificial, hard line. I suppose that's what I was trying to get across by saying that things go in and out of focus. The experience of a trance state, maybe? Although, again, it's best for me that I'm not walking, or walking into things while I'm doing it;-)