Big Sur is burning . . .
. . . we get calls these days from people south of Carmel, they want to know how to get paintings appraised so they can be insured. They look south (Big Sur, Sur Grande, Big South) and see flames and smoke and of course they're frightened. It wears on you.
This place that inspired Robinson Jeffers and Henry Miller, Aldous Huxley, Jack Kerouac (``Big Sur'') and Lillian Boss Ross (``The Stranger.'') is on fire.
Poet Eric Barker, in his porkpie hat, came from England and stayed. Langston Hughes visited with Robinson and Una Jeffers. A very young John Steinbeck worked on a highway crew there and as he lifted a pick he thought of what he would write one day. The poet Ric Masten, inspiring thousands in the way he handled his cancer, recently died there.
``Bob and Carol and Ted and Alice'' sat in the Esalen hot tubs there in the film of the title just given. Monks and spiritualists live in Big Sur.
Interestingly, there are not many early great paintings of Big Sur, such as there are of Yellowstone or Yosemite. It was so difficult to get to Big Sur, the hills descending steeply into the sea. Finally, with the opening of Highway One, the artists arrived. Some, such as Emile Norman, have done wonderfully well.
Major photographers worked Big Sur. Edward and Brett Weston, Ansel Adams, Morley Baer, Wynn and Edna Bullock, Steve Crouch and Al Weber. Henry Gilpin, a sheriff's deputy, went from carrying a gun to carrying a camera. He patrolled Big Sur and the beauty soaked into him over the years and then he photographed it.
But Big Sur's not for everyone. The playwright William Inge, raised on the plains of Kansas, said its redwood groves made him feel claustrophobic. An artist who grew up in Big Sur told me only certain people could thrive in Big Sur: those who could abide loneliness and those who desired aloneness.
The sunsets on the Monterey Peninsula now are deep red. Fire sunsets. All over the state. But Big Sur.
Years ago I did a series on runaways for a newspaper. I was climbing a Big Sur hill, my clothes getting caught on limb ends, fox tails in my socks and slacks. I looked up and saw twenty, thirty people, naked from the waist up, staring down at me. Young women and men, and kids, their kids, I guess. I reached down to free my pants leg from a bush and when I looked back up the hill, all of them were gone, vanished into the wilderness.
That same day, hours later, I drove south to Lime Kiln Creek, left my car on the shoulder of Highway One, to continue my search for runaways. Came up empty. Climbing back to the road I saw my car, a little Karman Ghia convertible, nose up, being towed across the road by a bulldozer to be dumped into the Pacific Ocean.
An old man, burly, in a flannel shirt, charged me. I'd wrestled in high school and college, and made matador moves to avoid him, my eyes always on the very big guy on the bulldozer; he was the one who worried me _ he had dead, unwavering eyes and seemed to be waiting orders from the old man.
If they threw the car over, I could follow and who would know? I yelled I was from a newspaper and knew cops and if anything happened to me there'd be hell to pay and the old man hesitated. They dropped my car unceremoniously onto the pavement, told me to get out of there right now.
I was glad to get out with my life. Others have not been so lucky. Like most really beautiful places, Big Sur is remote and can be dangerous. Help is not always nearby. You take your chances.
But Kerouac took his chances in Big Sur, Jeffers was hypnotized by it, Henry Miller wrote and painted surrounded by its beauty. Now it's burning and it may take decades to recover, for the ashes to be replaced, again, by those haunting green and yellow hills.
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Jessica Barksdale Inclan says:
I have been upset about the fire
for so many reasons, the biggest being personal. So many memories of the landscape and beauty there. With the kids, my former spouse and I camped at Julia Pfiffer at least twice yearly. The hikes we went on. The windy, desperate, pot hole lurch to the beach. Later, my boyfriend and I went to Ventanna a few years running, the last this year.
I've spent many happy times at Esalen, taking classes from Sharon Olds, for one--so much to think about and do there. And the food!
So I read the paper with worry, and think about all that I'd liked saved in that stretch of state.
Great story, Steve, about the runaways, and your flight, too!
J
Jessica Barksdale Inclan www.jessicabarksdaleinclan.com
Steve Hauk says:
Jessica, you're lucky to have such strong memories,
and beautifully written. Those who don't know Big Sur may not see it as it was for years and years to come.
One memory I have, we'd take the kids down to Jade Cove and find little nuggets of the green stone washed up on the beach. Once, we watched as several divers, who had worked two weeks carving it loose underwater, towed in a three-hundred pound chunk of jade, the breakers sending them hurtling to and fro. It took hours. The stone glistened in the sun. It seemed right and wrong at the same time.
Belle Yang says:
Feral
Children or mirage?
Steve Hauk says:
Children, but feeling more
and more like a mirage.
Polly Burtch says:
I always got quiet...
and felt a beautiful loss of control when I visited Big Sur. For me, it required courage to enter. I was a guest--perhaps not a welcomed guest--in some ancient geological room where the Chairman of the Board of the Universe made decisions. There were no chairs or couches--no place to get cozy. If you wanted to get cozy it was a bad sign. But I knew I needed to focus and remember what I was seeing forever because Big Sur is so important. To me, it is important to my soul--a huge neuro transmitter that asks my brain to think Big Thoughts about life, and love, and my place in the order and chaos of the universe. Big Thought. Big Sur. Thanks for your nice story, Steve.
Steve Hauk says:
You bring up something that I
failed to write about, the power of the place. It can be overwhelming and intimidating and you're right, Polly, not always welcoming. Lillian Boss Ross's novel ``The Stranger'' makes that point vividly. And, hey, you're some writer!
Huntington Sharp says:
I understand this...
...even though I've only been through the area a couple of times. It's incomplete consolation to remember that this is a natural process, and that the beauty of these beloved landscapes is a result of these fires sweeping through every once in a while. I guess I mean the cycle itself has its own beauty.
Huntington Sharp, Red Room
Steve Hauk says:
The cycle does have a beauty, Huntington,
but being lost, or endangered, are some things beautiful that man made _ especially houses, from old cottages to mid 20th Cenury marvels of architecture.
Also about the fires, and this is also a result of cuts made into the landscape by man over the decades, without ground cover the soil starts coming loose during heavy rains and slides to the sea, and that is not recoverable.
A decade or two ago in Big Sur heavy rains followed a fire, and parts of Highway One were covered by slides. A bulldozer driver trying to clear the highway died when the bulldozer slid into the sea.