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July 20, 2010
- Dear Diary: I realize that my problems are boredom and not being wise. I'm going to therapy because in fact, I feel that there is a conspiracy against me. But I'm afraid to leave home. I want to write down everything in my journal before I do leave. In fact, I'm ready to retire from blogging. It hasn't made a difference in my life. all it has brought me is nothing but poverty. ...
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July 20, 2010
- Dear Diary: The elation that a person going from depression to insomnia tends to trickle down in phases. I feel like the events of the past 2 years, the ones that have caused me the most trauma, have been good learning lessons. I need to take the steps necessary to bathe in self-love and self-care. To take more proactive steps at being sensitive to the needs of others, who are ...
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July 18, 2010
- Dear Diary: The only power I feel that I have left is in my blog and my journals. You try your best to get along with people and it seems like the nicer you get, the meaner they act. Well, life is too short. I keep asking myself, 'Why me, Lord?' I wish I could fall asleep. Lately, I've become somewhat of an insomniac, staying up late into the night, unable to sleep. I feel ...
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July 18, 2010
- Dear Diary: God gives us FREE WILL, which is a mixed bag of pleasure. I think needing to change my name was me wanting to find some kind of way to fix the damage done to my reputation. (I know you are probably saying to yourself, Okay, we get it!) After all, changing my name would have been my public statement to the world about how I feel that I have been treated. I don't care anymore ...
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July 18, 2010
- Dear Readers: It is with great reluctance that I'm willing to admit that I needed to step back and re-evaluate this whole name-changing business. I decided against it. It's not because I want my "enemies" to gain more leverage over me but it's because I just changed my mind. So deal with it!P.
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July 7, 2010
- Dear Diary: I think I may have changed my mind about changing my name. For now, I think I'm going to remain Piper Davenport until this whole mess is over with. I actually feel bad for our President, Barack Obama. He is really believing that he can trust these people. I wouldn't. Their idea of what's "fun" and what's not is a little scary to me. I suddenly realized that I ...
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July 7, 2010
- Dear Diary: Lately, I've been wondering what might happen if I tried to cross the border again. I've been thinking about moving to Toronto or New York City. As much as I love my bed and I love my family, I have nothing to show for myself. I'm excited about the chance to reinvent myself, the chance to start practicing forgiveness, etc. I just feel like picking up and leaving. But ...
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July 7, 2010
- Dear Diary: I'm tired of folks making money off of me and they know who they are. I guess it's too much to ask someone to be considerate of twelve years of friendship and be on my side for once. I guess I ask for too much in my personal life. If it was enough to drive the average person crazy, but God is on my side and I'm still breathing. As long as God gives me breath, I ...
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July 7, 2010
- I believe.....that I'm going to be a famous author someday.I can......finish my first novel.Who's that?......Just hearing of the rapper named Drake for the first time.The Morning I woke up smaller than my tennis shoes.............haven't had such a morning yet.Sunshine.........don't blame on the sunshine/don't blame it on the moonlight/blame it on the boogie!Cartoons........when is Where's Waldo ...
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July 4, 2010
- Dear Readers: It's been almost a month since I've published Pretty Eyes My Woman and unfortunately, my ebook has only sold 2 copies, one of which was my aunt. Please, please, please support this artist because I'm having a very tough time trying to make it as a writer. The link to the ebook can be found here: http://www.smashwords.com/books/view/9496 Thanks and ...
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June 30, 2010
- Dear Diary: From now on, there will be a small (and getting longer) part of me that is starting to become a little more than pissed at the way I've been treated. Frankly, I can't wait until 2015 gets here so I can click my heels, and actually be allowed to go hide somewhere. I guess you really don't know folks as well as you thought you did. At one point, I could honestly say that I ...
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June 30, 2010
- Dear Diary: If I hadn't had such bad experiences with them, I would turn to a psychic. I remember how I spent the past fifteen years having the time of my life sometimes, and being depressed the rest of the time. I'm trying to find a balance between the two. I just don't know what to do anymore. All of my so-called friends have completely disappeared. A woman's intuition knows when ...
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June 30, 2010
- Dear Diary: For the very first time in a long time, I'm excited about the possibilities. The chance to reinvent myself, the chance to start practicing forgiveness, etc. Some days, I just feel like picking up and leaving. I feel like moving to New York City! But Detroit is my hometown and will always be my hometown, so there! But I can't. I have too many responsibilities here in ...
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June 30, 2010
- Dear Diary: I just had another therapy session the other day. A part of me didn't want things to progress this far. I thought that by being honest about my feelings, and being honest with others, that would make the difference, but I see now that for SOME PEOPLE, nothing's changed. I'm the one whose changing. I'm beginning to feel that I was used, that I was taken advantage of. ...
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June 22, 2010
- Dear Diary: I'm not too popular these days but I'd rather be unpopular and right then popular and wrong! The old me and the new me often at wits with each other. The old me is too nice and wants to please everybody but the new me has to look out for people that truly on Team Davenport's side. My dream is to one day be independent and free, regardless of my popularity!Jasmine Marie
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